Chronology of a Dark Mind

Episode

Question...

Am I a psychopath? Am I ?
Am I a killer ? Am I?
They all think about these naughty stuffs about me.
They
Yeah they
The civilians.
The poor souls .
Those always blame others for their very own mistakes.
Those good for nothing bastards.
Or shall I refer them as retards mentally retards.
LoL .
Laughing out Loud that's the meaning of LoL.
But these young retards don't even know the meaning of it.
Retards . shame 
Shameless generation.
Principle less generation.
Goal less generation .
What to do with them?
How to teach them values?
No.
There is no need to teach them.
Then what leave them like this???
No.
Let us say .
They should learn themselves.
Learn what?
Values. Not only value how to nourish the blessing of life.
But only the one who will survive will learn to nourish the blessing of life.

Criminal

Criminal.

Episode 1

I , who am I? What am I? Am I a normal guy? Or I'm just exceptional? Why I have no guilt? Why I'm not guilty ? Why?

Questions questions too many questions I ask myself regularly... I repeat them  ..... I constantly ask them ... To whom?

To me . I ask these questions to me . I ask them to myself . I try to answer them. But . I don't have the answers for them.

Then , why?

Why I ask them to myself?

Why I'm looking for answers?

Why?

Why ... This term 'Why' is a very powerful word. One 'Why' can stop a conversation, it has the power to start a conflict and most devastating power of it is that it has the power to take life from a healthy well nourished relationship.

Did I did something that take away life from relationship?

I was involved in a relationship.... Well i don't know..

What I've done? What?

Why?

Why I repeat this question?

That's the million dollar question.
I don't know the answer.Maybe its because of guilt. Guilt . That's a very dangerous thing in this universe. Guilt it has a power to put some one on his knees to cry, to beg, even though the strongest can't survive guilt.

What guilt I don't know ?

What am I doing here ?

Why?
Again why?
But why !